You are planning to study abroad. What do you think you will like and dislike about this experience? Why?

I just finished eating and I feel like throwing up already and it is not due to I eat a lot. The day I wasn’t waiting and the phrase I wasn’t expecting to hair finally happed and did. I did not know how to react, unfortunately, I thought about that several times and how horrible it would be, I would be sad, mad, pissed, and I would cry, but in the end, I didn’t feel anything at all. my mom told me to my face that I was doing nothing, that I wasn’t studying, like what are you doing? nothing. I saw a carpet full of markets earlier and I told my mom can I keep it and she said why, those markets are for people that are actually studying not you. I did feel anything whatsoever, I was just oh, okay. I lost the count of how many times she said something like that to me, something about how pointless I am meanwhile staring with those pitiful eyes at me. I’m frankly when am saying that it’s not the best situation to be let aside, have no one to cheer you up or at least have some comprehension with, but it is certain that I’ve got enough strength to stand up by myself now, I don’t really care anymore about anyone else because m doing this for me and me and my God we’re the only ones that know what am doing here for now. I’m squishing my brain here ‘till the last drop, doing like that hurt like hell, going through an enormous sacrifice that I am willing to and I’m not whining, quite the opposite am astonished of how far I learned, managed, fixed, and used my English because in four months I lead my English for how to speak, and I would be glad to learn even more about it. I’m not wasting my time, I’m building my future.